So long, farewell, I hate to say goodbye.

I don't know whats up with the excessive posting but I think its because I'm too bored at home with tonnes of homework piling up and I don't want to do anything about it but Mummy says I got to finish it all up before I leave for OBS or else I can't go but how would she know what homework I have so its actually really okay and Mummy says if I can't get my room cleaned by Saturday I can't go out which is SHITZX! My room is like cow dung hahahah as quoted by Mummy she says I'm not like a girl at all, which is really true because I AM A MAN so my room doesn't have to be neat like a girl but she says that even my brother's is cleaner than me oops I don't really care anyway hahah I'll just dump all the clothes into the washing machine and chuck all the stuff on my table into the drawers and taaadaa my room is clean once again but it won't take long before its messy and dirty hahah because I just can't be bothered to maintain the cleanliness so people please do not vote me as Cleanliness I/C next year thank you very much I forgot how to use a broomstick :( and while I was enojying my 2 birthday cakes from Lovely&Tigger the ants were busy picking up the crumbs I left on the computer table so you can actually see how tasty their cakes are ^^ its really 2346598514 thumbs up with loads of love inside too hahahah Tigger's cake is like me compared to urmz Gulliver (?)(From SaltySister) yeah so you get the gist hahahah even though its kinda mini but its really tasty! :) :) :) :) :) :) Tigger's Chocolate and Lovely's Nuts&Chocolate I think hahahaah my tastebuds aren't really working but its really tasty anyway and Tigger was freaking funny yesterday I love the way you can make me laugh and I love the way Lovely talks to me :D

I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus

Premature and underweight, our love was born in winter.
Once it was born, it grew up fast.
It was crawling one day and walking the next,
sucking a tit during breakfast, getting teeth by lunchtime.
Pretty soon, it started sneaking out at night.
The police would find it lying in someone's yard,
staring up at the stars.

One day we left it with a sitter
and when we got home, the sitter was gone
and our love was in the living room,
calling all its friends.
The next day we took it to the doctor,
who said it had a disease.
It couldn't live in a regular house,
it could never have a normal life.
Our love, he said, wouldn't last the winter.

It is spring now and our love has been laid to rest.
Even though I'm advised against it
I can't help thinking about its short little life-
how its first word was you and its last was me,
how it would come home drunk after a dance,
how it learned to swim only in an afternoon,
how the two of us stood at the edge
of the community pool, cheering it on,
amazed that such a clumsy creature
could even begin to float.

In Loving Memory, Li Jing.

Oh and sorry dudes my handphone is confiscated my bill came up to a whopping 130 buckaroos! :( :( :( :( I'll miss the daily midnight-texting sessions! :( :( :( :( :( :(

Its like you're walking on broken glass.

"You're nicer than nice"
"....... Nonsense"
"I'm motherfucking serious"
"Ok ok I get it ha ha"
Hahahaha ;D ;D ;D

THANKS LOVELY FOR THE CAKE I HAVEN'T TRIED IT BUT I'M SURE IT WOULD BE 2 THUMBS UP! <3333
And when I told Tigger that Lovely gave me my cake already, he said good things are worth waiting for. HAHAHAHAH. I'll see how good it is on Monday!

I actually missed seeing SaltySister when he was in Ahs today! Damn D:< D:< D:< D:< D:< D:< And please, your argument is so NOT valid okay! As you said, it was an assumption, even though you assumed correct, but ITS JUST NOT VALID DAMN YOU.

I think LCML looks dashing with the Ncc cap on!

Too little too late.

I like a particular someone who is
1) Ugly
2) Stupid
3) Short
4) Has a belly

*I'm not taking this off!

HAHAHHAHAHAH.




I want to shut myself. Sorry.
I need to be alone, right now.

I'm in trouble deep, I'm losing my sleep.

Gwadzx, I feel so guilty please. Damn.

And the show is so heart wrenching :(

dahosuifgurbcfkbfuwe!

I think trackpants are the most comfortable thing in the entire world even though they make my fat legs look fatter. And they do not have any restrictions, I can even do cartwheels in them!

I do not like to eat watermelons.
或许在我的潜意识里，我早就不把你当做朋友了。

Why would one feel guilty? Because they did something wrong right.
So why am I feeling guilty?
EFFINGSHITZX.




I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I know what I got. And I don't need to say goodbyes.

I love my Mum&Dad&Brother.
I love LCML.
I love Lovely&Onenine!
I love me.

I've got nothing more but apologies.

10 months and 20 days have passed.
All we're left is just a couple more months before the year is out.



If only I could turn back time.
I really regret it.
What's getting to me.

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

I just want to give it all up.

Okay. Thanks to:
1) Johanna
2)Ashley
3)Leeying
4)Sheena
5)Cousin
6)Tigger :D :D :D :D :D
7)JORDAN!
8)Wan Ling
9)Yunica
10)Lisa Sweetie
11)Lovely<3
12)Mavis
13)Jing Han
14)Michelle
15)Goh Bin
16)Jia Min
17)Cheryl Mun
18) Yi Ting
19)Leona
20)Jasper
21) De Wei

Hahahah Tigger was the only one on time. Okay. Cousin too! Hahahah. Sorry Cousin I couldn't accept your present. Not now, not ever. You know it.

And thanks Jordan for remembering despite the way I treated you. I was really touched alright. And there's really no need for a card.

Urmz. Lazy to blog about what happened.
Went Ikea with Chelsia&Tigger&Jing Han on 17 Nov. Hahahahah very fun! :D We should do it again sometime soon. Like on Jing Han's birthday or something since its the next in line. Thanks Jing Han for the gift ^^ And thanks Tigger for being my babysitter throughout the day! 2 thumbs up to the best babysitter in the entire world!

Then went to the flea market in Zouk today, hahahahah. Quite an experience. Accompanying me was Michelle&Jolene&Lisa! Hahahah. Michelle bought a shitloads of stuff. I'm quite satisfied with 2dresses! ;D ;D ;D Wanted to get the Billabong bag too, but Lisa said it didn't look nice on me :( But it's really sexy okay! And didn't get the Mango top too, even though it was a real steal. Never mind, I'm really quite happy already.

Then went for dinner at some Japanese restaurant. I don't really like the food there =.= But the cake was NICE! :D hahahah.



I THINK SALTYSISTER FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY! D:< D:< D:< D:< D:< D:< :D< D:< D:< :D<

Let's just call it off shall we?

A GREAT BIG THANKS TO CHOOWANLING FOR TREATING MY FOOT & THE NETBALLER FOR PIGGYBACK-ING ME! :D Oh and the rest of the netballers too! You guys were really helpful ^^

Not forgetting Lisa&Ashley for the 4-hand chair! Thanks thanks :) :) :)


Chunkit is one funny guy hahahahahah. Even though I haven't talked to him in ages, he's still super hilarious lahzzz. Hahahahahah. You're too skinny boy........... :\




HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA SWEETIE! <333333 ;)


Oh and happy belated Tony&Cheryl Mun :D

Speak slow, tell me love, where'd we go?

I don't know what the heck is your problem.

Why must you start piling false accusations on me the minute you reply me. And for God's sake. I didn't reply you because I was busy, painting banner. And I really can't help it if you choose to think like that. I wasn't even pissed in the first place. But you kept saying I was. So now I really am. Happy?

And what the hell. I message you every single day but somedays you don't even bother to reply me and I didn't even say anything because I knew that you were busy with your own stuff. And when I don't reply you for a teeny while, you start talking junk. What the hell? Tell me exactly what you want me to do because I'm totally clueless. So I'm not allowed to have fun in Singapore but mope over your absence? So I'm supposed to be super sad for 11 days and think of you every single minute? Well, I guess you're thinking wrong then. I think it's pretty sad that such things have to happen, when you're just 11days away.

I don't know what has been going on in your head or who has been giving you the wrong ideas. But I can tell you. You trust everyone but me.

It's just emotions, taking me over.

Plant new seeds and watch them grow, so there'll be flowers in the window when we go.

Hello!
Urghh! I missed the time, AGAIN! Call me a moron lah! Hmpff. Damn. Okay, I'll just stick to the computer 24/7 now! Damn................................... Arghh!

And I just realised, I can talk with Chelsia about everything lahzz. From facial washes to guys to I don't know whatthehell! Lol. Wahahahah. Damn funny lah!
YOU'RE LOVELY TOO GIRL :D

AHAHAHAH and I can't take this anymore. You are one funny person lah hahahahah. Ugly Girl + Cam-whoring = LiJing laugh like mad. Hahahahahah. Oops. :\ Hahahahahah!
I think Chelsia knows who I'm talking about.

Gonna get school books with Geoffrey on Tuesday! Hahah, thanks for asking, oh-so-fantabulous-di! ;D ;D I lost the damned booklist lah! So have to mafan Geoffrey! Paiseh paiseh! *_*

Can I hang out with Geoffrey&Chelsia sometime soon? I miss them :(
I miss Dearest too :( :(
Worst of all, I miss ShittyGummy super badly :( :( :(

First loves are never really over, are they?

Nothing can stop us now, cos we're all made of stars.

Oasis- Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why're you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change what's been and gone

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

We're all of us stars
We're fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Stop crying your heart out (x3)
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如果能再听你说爱我，如果能再一次拥有，我绝不放手。
绝不
Hello! Been stuck on this song for a couple days! And I'm still loving it! :D Hahah. It really comes on me.

Finished packing my room yoz. And I found a lot of junk. Lol. I never knew that I was a 56 fan! =.= Geoffrey's method of clearing the room is really effective. Find an empty cupboard and chuck all the shitzx in! ^^ Wahahah. And I recycled a lot of worksheets. Lol.

Urmz. So now, my room is a tidy&neat&clean place! Feel so accomplished! Hahahahh.
Ehh.

OH AND I KNOW I DO NOT HAVE A TAGBOARD BUT FEEL FREE TO LEAVE COMMENTS.

And. I missed the time again! D:< D:< D:< D:< D:< I'm sucha moron! D:< Urghh! Now I'll have to wait till tomorrow and hopefully I won't miss it again! D:<
BYEDIE.
Switched identities? Because I'm not missing you to the extent she is.

Ima got this feeling and it's coming on strong.

Hello! :)

Wahlao. Damn sian. If not for Dearest, I think I would be too lazy to update everyday! :(
ShittyGummy; Dearest; Johanna; Mavis; Sheena; Megan; Wenxin; Kahwee
Shitloads of people overseas lah! Haiyo. Lucky Chelsia&Geoffrey&Lisa not! If not I think I can just, hahahah stone to death sia!

Okay. Last day of bridging today. Then went training. Was damn slack. Quadrapop-ing all the way. Then PT! Wahlao today PT damn hiong. Valerie go keysiao today sia! ><

ANYWAY, GOOD JOB TO THE SEC 1S! :D :D YOU GUYS DID GREAT!

Then, went Simei for lunch, walked around abit. And we saw dresses at $8 =.=.=.=.=.=.= Wahlao what kind of dresses is that sia, disposable kind ah! =.=

Then went home.
Okay, I swear, I'm so gonna start packing my room, starting from tomorrow!

And thanks GB! For offering to teach me Emaths! ;D




†Shittygummy†™ says:
i was waiting for u to come online loh
†Shittygummy†™ says:
hahaha
†Shittygummy†™ says:
but now i gtg liao
†Shittygummy†™ says:
=/
†Shittygummy†™ says:
talk to you another time
†Shittygummy†™ says:
bye

WHY AM I SUCH A MORON! >< :( Thanks Dearest for the letter you are damn sweet and keai lah! ^^
Missing you! :D

And when we pass in the halls, would you say hi?

& when I first met you
I never would have imagined that
I would have such strong feelings for you
I never would have thought that
I would have dreams about you
or miss being by your side
or get butterflies in my stomach
when someone mentions your name
when I first met you I never would
have thought that I would love you.

But what have we been doing for all this time?

We used to be so much more.
Whatever happened?
I just wish things would go back, to the way they were.

Hello! :) Hahahah.

Urmz.
So after bridging today, wanted to go Tampines Library to study with Geoffrey. But he was late so me&Chelsia decided to go to The Wallet Shop to take a look since she had some vouchers or something. Then, walked around Century Square. It's becoming more&more like Cityhall already! There's even M)phosis in TampinesMall! =.= Quite lame lah. All the malls are duplicates of one another zzzzz

Then, hahahahahah. Geoffrey arrived in LONG PANTS. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. I think its damn funny lah if you do not think so then too bad. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. Then, me&Chelsia got a treat from him! HAAGAN DAAZ ice cream seh! ;D ;D ;D Hahahah, yummyyummy! ^^ Thanks Geoffrey!

Then headed to MacDonalds for lunch and we got Geoffrey a Darn Good Brownie in return for his treat. Hahahah and that idiot actually believed that sauces needed money. =.= AHHAHAHAHAH. Why do I have such a dumbzxz brother manzzzz.

Then. Went over to Geoffrey's house and I owned him in Pocket Monsters or some game like that. Hahahahah I tell you, ChunLi is damn hiong lah! She is MEGA sia. Help me win Geoffrey! ;D
Then Chelsia was like looking at pretty girls on Friendster. She hor. Like Lisa like that sia. But never mind. I also like seeing pretty girls. ><

DaaDeeDum. So much for my day! :D
I like hanging out with Chelsia&Geoffrey! ^^





And ShittyGummy kena-ed food poisoning! Hope you're alright Sweetie!

And before you start defending, stop pretending.

What's up.
Urmz. Hahah. Another boring day today.

Went for cca. Then bridging. Then headed to TampinesMall with Mavsi&Chelsia for Seoul with the rest. Had Seoul with Caleena, Mavis, Sk, Suhuai and Cheongheng in the end. Hahahahah it was superduperwuper hilarious! Haahahaahah. Thanks Cheongheng for helping me dump the greens in the soup! I love greens (Y) hahahahah. And Sk got pangseh-ed. Hahahahahahah. Damn funny. And Cheongheng dropped the teriyaki chicken in the soup, WAHAHAHAH.
Then after that watched The Game Plan. And I tell you, Dwayne Johnson is frigging hot lah! (L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L). WOOHOO. Manzzz. Don't know which loser cried in the show hor! Hahahahah. ><

I miss someone. Alot of someones actually. :D
JO! Do take care in America okay! ;D ;D ;D loves <33
MEL! Don't worry about your operation lahzz! It'll turn out just fineeeeeeeeeee ^^

I think I'm starting on homework tomorrow. Hopefully? Hahah. Like finally lah. I haven't even been to the dumbzxz ACP to check!

Damn, 16th's taking forever to come. I can't wait to see the chinked-essence Chong! Yeah, and I do miss Dearest lah. Make you happy if you do read this ^^

Let me end the post with a picture of the oh-so-hot-Rock!


Oh manzzz! Hothothothot like fire! <3!

It's all about the speed.

:(
:(
:(
:(
:(
The current one is great, I couldn't ask for more. But I just can't stop thinking of what ifs.

I'm sorry.
Gwad. I'm such a fickle bitch. Gawdzx.

Bad Day

Dearest said it 15 times within 40minutes! Hahahahahah. <3!

A trip to the hairdresser's = Zero fringe
=.= Damn. Hahahah I have no fringe now. The hairdresser is so qianbian lah! I told him specifically, not to cut my fringe too short. I don't know which part of not to cut my fringe too short he doesn't understand. Zzzzzzz.
After the haircut, headed for tuition. Then I took the bus in the wrong direction. Zzzzzzzz. So I ended up being late for tuition. Hahahahah. For 2hours. Hahahahah. I really didn't know the haircut would take so long. I guess its because he was taking his time to snip off all of my fringe. And I didn't expect to take the wrong bus too...... So not exactly my fault? Hahahaha. I thought my teacher would scold me. But in the end, he owned. He just kept laughing at my hair and insisting that I look like a xiaomeimei! !^*$*!$#&(%_($@#

6b picnic? I think I'll go ;D

BYE.

First Up.

Urmz.
:D

My room is a lovely shade of Tender now! Okay. I'm just trying to be chim. Tender is just a name for a shade of purple. Hahahahahah. They have weird names for the colours manzzz. Tender -.-

Stupid moron Santa. Game Plan lah you kuku! Zzzzzzz

Okay bye.