Sunday, December 30, 2007

Moved

I've moved
I've moved
I've moved

See you!

Thursday, December 27, 2007

Cause everytime I get stuck the words just don't fit

Like hey hello Lovely's away in Malaysia aww... Was texting her last night HA HA HA yes I'll miss you truckloads girl and come on Sunday lahzzzz!

Drill with new shoes = Poor heels :( :( My heels are are like horribly.... Spoiled. It hurts like no shit lah please I'M NEVER GOING TO WEAR THOSE KIND OF SHOES WHEN DOING DRILL HURTS SO MUCH TO BANG damn damn and Sheena made my shoeeeee bigger! :( :( Ha ha ha and I have no idea why my knee hurt too like when I was going down Chang Cheng for PPC with Leona Ngikhiong Rayseen and Yanling it hurt so muccccccccccch I can't go down stairs :( :( damn. Drill was good got so high and Canon Rock is like THE BEST seriously I'm glad Sir insisted on non-techno!

Am like searching for Gateways now hope hope hope hope! :D
Oh oh LEONA! I just read your email! Ohmgz :D :D :D :D :D THANKS SO MUCH GIRL!!!! Oh manzz feel so "xing fu" now ha ha ha! Wheeeeeeeeeee!

To DaLoverboy:
Its great we could had a second time
:)
:)
:)
Sorry about everything I know I wasn't like a good girlfriend at all I'll do my best this time round
Can't wait to see you tomorrow love <3

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Merry Chirstmas I hope you had a great Chirstmas mine was spoiled by 好朋友 HA HA HA :D

Oh crap I can't believe I let myself be persuaded by Sheena Megan Lisa to do this
I can't believe I did it
I can't believe I did it
Okayz, like there isn't even any reply yet but ha ha whateverrrrrrrrrrr

I think I'm in love with Faber Drive haaaaaaaaaa ;D

Thanks err alot of people who wished me Merry Chirstmas ha ha so many I can't name all but the one I remember is Brendan ha ha damn funny he sent me at 3.26 am and it went like "Hey Merry Chirstmas and hope you have a good year ahead sorry for the delay for 3 hours and 26 minutes" Ha ha ha it made me smile to my phone like some nutcase!
Thanks Lovely and Mavis for the lovely messages Mavis you totally made my day like yeeeeeeeeehaw!

Training today was exhausting yet fun at the same time there was some conflict about the song but its all over and done with well I think we should just spend like the first 15 minutes tomorrow just listening to the song maybe it would help? Lol yeah talked so much crap during those 9 hours like err forgot but its alot of crap lah. Lol.

If it weren't for 好朋友 I think I would forget the fact that school is starting next week like real soon :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( I Hate School damn.

I'll need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz everytime I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by
I'll need a little more help than a little bit
Like a perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by this time
I'm totally feeling like that nowwwwww oh crap

Monday, December 24, 2007

I felt so lost when I was in Novena Square just now like lost in the crowd and I didn't know where I was heading and I was just walking like really aimlessly and suddenly nothing else matters anymore I don't know why I was feeling like that but if it weren't for Coz I would have gotten into a car accident like yeah :( :( :( I don't know why I was feeling like that anyway.

FRIENDS
–noun
1.a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
2.a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.
3.a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe?
4.a member of the same nation, party, etc.
5.(initial capital letter) a member of the Religious Society of Friends; a Quaker. –verb (used with object)
6.Rare. to befriend. —Idiom
7.make friends with, to enter into friendly relations with; become a friend to.

So were we friends I highly doubt so cause well you don't seem to be doing all those and suddenly I feel like I'm drifting away from you from everyone like suddenly I seem to vanish from this world like permanently and noone seems to bother about my existence anymore like I don't really matter to anyone like I became invisible suddenly and like I don't know this feeling sucks to the max kthxbye

Sunday, December 23, 2007

Leave 'em wanting more

Oh no I think my body clock is screwed ha ha you can find me awake at ungodly hours like 2 am eww urghhdamncrapshitduckbollzohno! I can't help it too and like I'll wake up at like 12 in the morning and the whole cycle starts again and school is starting soon I gotta change this bad lifestyle urghh and I think I'm getting fat all I do is eat sleep watch telly use the computer and bathe ha ha ha all the nonsense oh no oh no oh no oh no and my homeowork is so dependent on GeoffreyNeo ha ha ha cause he is so hardworking and well I'd be a fool if I don't make use of this to my advantage heehee WELL I AM SUCH A GOOD SISTER TO COACH MY BROTHER TO BE SO HARDWORKING heehee and I think what GeoffreyNeo said made sense okay shall listen to him and work hard for 2008 cause I don't wanna lose the bet with GeoffreyNeo & ZiXiang no no ha ha ha like wheeeeeeeeeeeeee :D :D :D and the 7.30 channel U show on weekends is so freaking shit nice I can't stand it even though it is a korean drama but I get so touched when I watch then I can't help but tear like urghhdamncrapshitduckbollzohno cause I hardly tear you see so it means that the show is really touchingggggggggg ha ha I have a whole list of new year resolutions I bet close friends will laugh when they know cause it is so impossible ha ha as in knowing me like yadayada anyway I need new ankle socks to match my new school shoes anyway Leona just told me something okayzz I think I really got to change anyway thanks Leona it takes a friend to tell me thattttttttt okayz thats another thing added on my list of new year resolutions shall kick it far far away like how far happy endings are from me ha ha ha sound so emo here never mind I shall blog long long today cause I feel like and I hate being in a dilemma I hate I hate I hate never mind its really all my fault I should have seen it coming well I thought that everyone was okay with it seems like I'm wrong anywayzzz okay Leona ha ha I'll kick it far far awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy anyway ha ha sorry girls I can't make it for zoo lets go some other days so sorrrrry oh no oh no I think I have a secret love heehee ;) ;) ;) SHALL NOT TELL YOU ALL WHO ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYY I swear he is frigging hot (apparently I'm the only one who thinks like that heehee but love is blind HA HA HA HA) okay okay Edison Chen Edison Chen ha ha ha (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y) oh manzz oh no oh no oh no ha ha ha heehee I think I'm mad like nuts nuts nuts nuts I can't believe I was jealous of her for like 1 second no no no no I'm really nuts nuts nuts nuts nuts nuts nuts urghhdamncrapshitduckbollzohno okay I can't wait to wear my new school shoes ha ha ha is this a long post??????????????? Hope so hope so hope so hope so no no no no I'm not in the right state of mind now ha ha well cause some things are like so out of my reach yet I keep wanting more I hate I hate I hate I hate when I think like this the more I want it, the more it won't come to me and yet some people seem to get it so effortlessly just by being themselves no no no I'm talking nonsense again I don't know whats wrong with me and today being Chirstmas Eve too was supposed to catch National Treasure today with someone + makan@East Coast and sunset but something spoiled everything :( :( :( :( I guess it couldn't be controlled don't know when will be the next time we go out again ha ha ha sound so emo here oh no I think I'm emo-ing great great great this is when I need chocolates like ha ha ha no it isn't funny okay I keep replaying Happy Ending by MIKA I don't even know who the heck is MIKA but I think the song is frigging nice, no? Turn Back Time by Aqua is exactly how I'm feeling nowwwwwwwwwwwwww I can't get over Superman by Five For Fighting why why why am I talking about songs now ha ha ha okay shall wear my new school shoes to training on Wednesday (Y)(Y)(Y) I need new white socks new notebook and a new schoolbag but Mummy says I'll only get a new schoolbag if I can make it to a JC like urghhdamncrapshitduckbollzohno means I'll be stuck with the same bag for... 2 years great great great great great never mind including the bet this is added motivation for me, okay my Mummy made me another deal ha ha ha she says if I can make it to a decent JC I'll get a new pair of Converse sneakers yayyyyyyyy okay I forsee a hectic year ahead full of textbooks notes and all the nonsense studying needs urghhdamncrapshitduckbollzohno but I must make it worthwhile no? ;) actually I'm kinda of looking forward to next year ha ha get the O's over and done with enjoy enjoy enjoy enjoy lifeeeeeeeeeeeee after that like lots lots lots of shopping heehee and partying like noone's business can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait okay kthxbye kthxbye kthxbye kthxbye

Friday, December 21, 2007

I hate it that

I hate it that even though I know that everyone is special in their own way yet I still can't help but feel lousy about myself.
I hate it that I know I'm doing the wrong thing but I still go ahead with it anyway.
I hate it that I get tired of things easily.
I hate it that the way other people view me matters so much to me.
I hate it that I've to put on a mask just to please everyone.
I hate it that I always want things to go my way and being disappointed when it doesn't.
I hate it that I keep expecting something to happen even after knowing very well that it won't.
I hate it that I'm never content with anything.
I hate it that I never put in my best effort at anything I do and regretting it afterwards.
I hate it that I believe other people so easily.
I hate it that I am never satisfied with myself but instead always comparing myself with others.
I hate it that I almost always don't achieve my goals.




This is the way you left me
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No happy ending

This is the way that we love
Like its forever
Then live the rest of our life
But not together

CRAP HA HA GABRIEL IS DAMN FUCKING FUNNNNNNNNNNNNY heehee

Simply exquisite - says:
AHS suck man. every holiday must read stupid cheenarian books
Li Jing in the house! says:
yes wtf
Li Jing in the house! says:
you know what we must read now?
Li Jing in the house! says:
shui hu chuan
Li Jing in the house! says:
like wtfcrapshitduckbollz
Simply exquisite - says:
shui hu zhuan!
Simply exquisite - says:
lol
Simply exquisite - says:
i read last yr mah
Li Jing in the house! says:
wtf wtf wtf the first 4 words of the book
Li Jing in the house! says:
i only understand 2
Li Jing in the house! says:
then i don't understand liao
Simply exquisite - says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!
Simply exquisite - says:
jiayou wor
Simply exquisite - says:
shui hu zhuan... isit the.. this guy kill this guy. then he ran up the liang shan and hide. then it keeps repeating
Li Jing in the house! says:
i don't know....
Li Jing in the house! says:
ha ah ha
Simply exquisite - says:
stupid little book. some cheenarian fags got their head screwed up wif murder n wrote that book!
Simply exquisite - says:
yeah that's the summary =D
Li Jing in the house! says:
ha ha ha ha
Li Jing in the house! says:
walau
Simply exquisite - says:
u can translate that to chinese n submit to teacher!
Simply exquisite - says:
whee ha. sure full mark
Li Jing in the house! says:
.............
Li Jing in the house! says:
nonsense
Li Jing in the house! says:
i think my teacher whack me first
Simply exquisite - says:
=DD then say is some smart TJC person teach u wan
Simply exquisite - says:
hahahahhaa.
Simply exquisite - says:
kay i go play dota ler. bye bye jie jie =D

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Life is so good :)

Okay just came back from Lovely's houseeeeeeeeeeeee
Did like 6 English Comprehension questions ha ha ha so stupid. Yeah and Jinghan think I dumb right what Peace&Prosperity wtf lah!
Thanks Geoffrey&Zixiang for walking me home like :D :D :D :D :D

Haven't seen those people in ages especially Zixiang! Like 2423815496 years already ha ha ha.
I love these people :D they are DA BEST I think Lovely will be damn happy when she sees this ha ha!
Okay NP chalet was cool, Sentosa was great!
We spent 2 nights playing the love poker game and my turn was super freaky so please do not believe it especially when we did the me&Jason's one like 5 times and all 5 times showed the same results WHICH IS NOT TRUE like please wtf wtf wtf I do not and will not ever like a sicko! Urghh anyway I was such a mean bitch to him :( Well.. He had to learn it the hard way he doesn't get it when I tell him nicely I'm really sorry but I really do not like you.
Okay I forgot alot of things that happened oops ha ha err I know we watched Twins Effect and all I know is that Edison Chen was fucking hot and me&Megan were googoogahgah-ing over him ha ha. He is fucking hotttttttttttttttttt like on fire heehee ;D ;D ;D

Err Sentosa was urmz phototaking which I really hate like eww eww eww! But we took like 205 photos OhMyGwadzx :O Received 2 love-filled purple hearts :D Thanks! Okay shall put some photos up here :D

Eating time!

I love!

Playing water at the fountain and I got so wet!
GROUP PHOTOS!














The bridge is fucking pretty please!

Our sandcastle :X :X :X

Thanks girls for the lovely day! ;D ;D