Leave 'em wanting more

Oh no I think my body clock is screwed ha ha you can find me awake at ungodly hours like 2 am eww urghhdamncrapshitduckbollzohno! I can't help it too and like I'll wake up at like 12 in the morning and the whole cycle starts again and school is starting soon I gotta change this bad lifestyle urghh and I think I'm getting fat all I do is eat sleep watch telly use the computer and bathe ha ha ha all the nonsense oh no oh no oh no oh no and my homeowork is so dependent on GeoffreyNeo ha ha ha cause he is so hardworking and well I'd be a fool if I don't make use of this to my advantage heehee WELL I AM SUCH A GOOD SISTER TO COACH MY BROTHER TO BE SO HARDWORKING heehee and I think what GeoffreyNeo said made sense okay shall listen to him and work hard for 2008 cause I don't wanna lose the bet with GeoffreyNeo & ZiXiang no no ha ha ha like wheeeeeeeeeeeeee :D :D :D and the 7.30 channel U show on weekends is so freaking shit nice I can't stand it even though it is a korean drama but I get so touched when I watch then I can't help but tear like urghhdamncrapshitduckbollzohno cause I hardly tear you see so it means that the show is really touchingggggggggg ha ha I have a whole list of new year resolutions I bet close friends will laugh when they know cause it is so impossible ha ha as in knowing me like yadayada anyway I need new ankle socks to match my new school shoes anyway Leona just told me something okayzz I think I really got to change anyway thanks Leona it takes a friend to tell me thattttttttt okayz thats another thing added on my list of new year resolutions shall kick it far far away like how far happy endings are from me ha ha ha sound so emo here never mind I shall blog long long today cause I feel like and I hate being in a dilemma I hate I hate I hate never mind its really all my fault I should have seen it coming well I thought that everyone was okay with it seems like I'm wrong anywayzzz okay Leona ha ha I'll kick it far far awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy anyway ha ha sorry girls I can't make it for zoo lets go some other days so sorrrrry oh no oh no I think I have a secret love heehee ;) ;) ;) SHALL NOT TELL YOU ALL WHO ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYY I swear he is frigging hot (apparently I'm the only one who thinks like that heehee but love is blind HA HA HA HA) okay okay Edison Chen Edison Chen ha ha ha (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y) oh manzz oh no oh no oh no ha ha ha heehee I think I'm mad like nuts nuts nuts nuts I can't believe I was jealous of her for like 1 second no no no no I'm really nuts nuts nuts nuts nuts nuts nuts urghhdamncrapshitduckbollzohno okay I can't wait to wear my new school shoes ha ha ha is this a long post??????????????? Hope so hope so hope so hope so no no no no I'm not in the right state of mind now ha ha well cause some things are like so out of my reach yet I keep wanting more I hate I hate I hate I hate when I think like this the more I want it, the more it won't come to me and yet some people seem to get it so effortlessly just by being themselves no no no I'm talking nonsense again I don't know whats wrong with me and today being Chirstmas Eve too was supposed to catch National Treasure today with someone + makan@East Coast and sunset but something spoiled everything :( :( :( :( I guess it couldn't be controlled don't know when will be the next time we go out again ha ha ha sound so emo here oh no I think I'm emo-ing great great great this is when I need chocolates like ha ha ha no it isn't funny okay I keep replaying Happy Ending by MIKA I don't even know who the heck is MIKA but I think the song is frigging nice, no? Turn Back Time by Aqua is exactly how I'm feeling nowwwwwwwwwwwwww I can't get over Superman by Five For Fighting why why why am I talking about songs now ha ha ha okay shall wear my new school shoes to training on Wednesday (Y)(Y)(Y) I need new white socks new notebook and a new schoolbag but Mummy says I'll only get a new schoolbag if I can make it to a JC like urghhdamncrapshitduckbollzohno means I'll be stuck with the same bag for... 2 years great great great great great never mind including the bet this is added motivation for me, okay my Mummy made me another deal ha ha ha she says if I can make it to a decent JC I'll get a new pair of Converse sneakers yayyyyyyyy okay I forsee a hectic year ahead full of textbooks notes and all the nonsense studying needs urghhdamncrapshitduckbollzohno but I must make it worthwhile no? ;) actually I'm kinda of looking forward to next year ha ha get the O's over and done with enjoy enjoy enjoy enjoy lifeeeeeeeeeeeee after that like lots lots lots of shopping heehee and partying like noone's business can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait okay kthxbye kthxbye kthxbye kthxbye